an idiot’s dreams 

Finally my dreams have started up again. But they’re so lame: an idiot’s dreams. Anyone could envision these things. Two nights ago, I dreamed a mundane occurrence that had already occurred. What does that confirm? Is there some sort of secret lesson to learn by living the most boring moment 2x? Like the Virtue of … More an idiot’s dreams 

the laughing 

Dust mites  seem right,  because they eat what the dead shed. But they leave allergens/  cause allergic reactions; biological toxins. Tiny dusty arachnids… I’m a distraction trying to function. It’s not so simple. My mind’s all disrupted from always reacting. Even in sleep, just within dreams: always reacting. A fucking reaction. Hey, have you ever … More the laughing 

the thorn trees

Torn by thorn tips because we dragged each other through thorn-trees, always with the intention of torture. With us, that war was necessary. Although it was done amateur and chaotially. The result is we’re beyond the unresolved sadistic intentions to inflict misery. But now we’re caught up    in a thorn-tree. I guess fucking angels … More the thorn trees

as bulbs go

I detest the stress of this mess and only want what’s best. But I’m a guest–my observations are incorrect and everyone is on the defense: pretending that we’re friends. Who instilled this climate of social paranoia in the sad and disenfranchised rest? Eyes are meant to shine and vie for life: always madder for more … More as bulbs go

Boondocks Land

“Boondocks Land” In the end, “the Boondocks” did win, though we all had our bearings on compass until then. Paths drawn on maps, over highways and bridges, through the valleys of mountain ridges. But the map got a crack, in the crease, from the folding and folding and folding again. It happened from paths untrodden. … More Boondocks Land

King of Death-Trap

You are  the well-wrought sadistic-machine / in the Death-Trap  that rams the walls and  nearly levels us: the cause  of some disruption. You are that  out-of-control person in the crowd  that turns the protest  to a lockdown. It is  your lack of belief  in what you believe  and your decision to focus on misery  that … More King of Death-Trap