the laughing 

Dust mites  seem right,  because they eat what the dead shed. But they leave allergens/  cause allergic reactions; biological toxins. Tiny dusty arachnids… I’m a distraction trying to function. It’s not so simple. My mind’s all disrupted from always reacting. Even in sleep, just within dreams: always reacting. A fucking reaction. Hey, have you ever … More the laughing 

King of Death-Trap

You are  the well-wrought sadistic-machine / in the Death-Trap  that rams the walls and  nearly levels us: the cause  of some disruption. You are that  out-of-control person in the crowd  that turns the protest  to a lockdown. It is  your lack of belief  in what you believe  and your decision to focus on misery  that … More King of Death-Trap

caloric energy

I’m surrounded by the screaming of the infirm.  That’s it.  I can’t work like this. Every time I plan something–   every time I think / he screams. But I’m grounded by my dreaming of the absurd. You know what, no. I lose days on you,  enduring your abuse: confused  (to you) as gender-specific  bullshit … More caloric energy

this time last year

This time last year, I was operating within shifted param eters. The crack in the west wall was  shorter. The house was the same / barely less ragged,  but it wasn’t the same. This time last year, it was raining (still) Earth was operating within  ever-shifting imposed-on parameters, closer to death–but not so close  as … More this time last year

wive’s tale

Immerse yourself in the Delusion  (second time’s a        charm). The daydream doesn’t make a difference. It’s the  subconscious meanings of dreams  we want. The icing on the birthday cake. Sailors’ dreams are beautiful; like sinking, technicolored dreamboats invented by the storms. As we invent realities  to share the happiness of humanity  through … More wive’s tale

gestation

Fools value only composition or chaos. Well-balanced nutrition requires both; it is important to state your opinions as opinions– I think only The Fool can state anything he wants in any way. We are just mentioning him as an aside (to distinguish his sharp psychology from the pack of fools who crave a controlled-inflicted-suffering to … More gestation